applied to a job in leiden (they won't message me back)

fucking vultures

but think of all the data centers that could further pad wallets!!

my day (yesterday) was pretty cool i got to see what a french ambulance and ER look like on the inside
randomly passed out all of a sudden with like 10s notice, likely due to heat (32+C 80%RH), didn't find anything in tests so hope it's a oneoff
i should draw the kagarin face i imagined right as i was losing consciousness maybe
or maybe not

oh jeez i'm glad the test results were fine but that's still scary, yesterday was particularly hot over here too so it was likely even worse down there

the scary bit is that i didn't feel warm or overheated at all really, i had drank enough i was in the shade etc
it's only when i came to and people were putting ice packs on me that i realized how nice that cooling effect was
but i'm still not sure if that was the reason, it's just the most reasonable guess
worst of all i didn't end up dreaming of kagarin afterward either despite the fact i think i deserve to get a kagadream this time