oh yeah and there was another part of the dream where i was looking around a school building for a "writing table" (aka a small handheld blackboard) so i could write out a supply and demand curve explaining the idealized cost per unit against demand for specialized medical devices with another curve on top of it displaying the actual effect due to medical insurance, but there was a refrigerator in the room and i was hungry so i stole a bunch of frozen fruits from the freezer and ate them. a cop then showed up out of nowhere oblivion-style and arrested me but i realized i was dreaming so i woke up, either into real life or another dream which I'm now not really sure about

again, i have no idea why the reason for trying to find this writing table was so specific or who i was even going to show it to. none of it made any sense

lately i've been noticing that i start hearing disembodied voices in the middle of the night if i wake up several times and it's really starting to freak me out. earlier i heard a faint woman's voice that i didn't recognize saying something i couldn't understand out of my left ear, then it got closer and repeated the phrase "sea sick" a bunch of times. i ignored it but it kept getting louder, and then it sounded and felt like someone stabbed something into my ear, then it backed up and started babbling incoherently again. i couldn't move but i really wanted to

i think i may genuinely be going insane