part of it was just me playing with a cat and i was ver yhappy

had a nightmare out of nowhere that was just me getting scared awake by a huge explosion and shockwave in the street. it felt like the shockwave would make me straight up fall out of my bed. immediately afterwards i got stuck in sleep paralasys and went in and out of consciousness to the sound of a tank roaring through the neighborhood firing off shots. i could literally not tell when the dream ended and i "actually" woke up other than remembering to pinch my nose and trying to breathe through it as check. im always amazed at how freaky sleep paralasys and false awakening's are. never had both together at the same time through. crazy shit.

tonight i saw pope john paul Ⅱ making placki ziemniaczane. i woke up before i could try them